Feb 16, 2014
Off Topic Confessions 35 Views
I don't really see any "bright spots" in the future to look foward to.
Marriage? No, I'm incapable of romantic feelings or trust- I can barely lower my rigid mental filters, self-conciousness, and constant situational over-evaluation around people I've known for over a decade. Besides, anyone around me that constantly would realize I'm just an annoying childish piece of trash anyways (which is why I'm worried about rooming with my friends next semester). Plus I'm ugly as hell.
A fulfilling career? In what? I have no idea what I like anymore, and I'm not good at anything. It's becoming abundantly clear that I'm never going to get into med school or anything, I can barely pass my classes as it is. And so much as looking for a summer job nearly drives me into paralyzing anxiety that I'm going to make a mistake in choosing.
At best, I'm a net neutral to society, but more often I'm a net loss. I'm useless and a disappointment. I can't talk well to people, or maintain friendships. I can't ...
Aug 15, 2013
Off Topic Confessions 268 Views
I'm sorry, but I think BFing in public is just disgusting. I don't like watching *anyone* eat, but especially not when it involves sucking on another person's body. It's just gross, and we do gross things in private where it won't bother anyone.
to start off I know that what I did is so so so wrong. I saw that she got an imessage from my ex. and knew her password. once I started reading I just couldn't stop. I feel so stupid and betrayed. they have been sleeping together. I don't know how long but probably since before we broke up. I thought something was going on between them but they both assured me they were just friends. I am so stupid I cant believe they lied to me. I cant even look at her she is my best friend. I know I should have never read her messages and I wish I hadn't. edit: I guess I should have mentioned that I have no problem with them being friends as she knew him first. Thats how I met him she introduced us. but I'm just so hurt that they lied. Edit: I'm not that upset about them dating, the post is more about I feel really shity for snooping and I feel betrayed that they lied.
I'm going to try to make this as short as possible because it's so early where I am and I haven't had much sleep.
A little background: My neighbor has been living next door to a family member of mine ever since I was born. I've been living with this family member "G" off and on my whole life. Recently it's been on and it's been close to a year now. My boyfriend moved in with us a few months ago. Now, this neighbor has a very obvious drug addiction and deals/grows. He's also been abusive to his daughter, son, ex-wife, and now his current girlfriend that I know of. He went to a psych ward about 15 years ago (I was very young so I barely remember any of this) for trying to kill his wife and hang himself. G talked him out of it, and told him to get away from his family before he makes the worst decision of his life. He did, and since them he and G have been pretty good friends. Since this neighbor grows/sells he has a very expensive alarm system on his house. He checks his alarm (sets it ...
I'm 26 and I have never had a girlfriend. I have been in love but never had girlfriend, I am also a virgin. All my friends have girlfriends, except me. It's not like I can't live without some girl or anything, It's just so annoying and I really want one, but I don't even see a way I could find one I would really love. I just wanted this off my chest, any advice from you guys would be very helpful. thanks for listening